Just A Simple Day For One...

Sometimes all you want to do is wear a hat in the house, your fingerless gloves, and lipstick. Then you want to dance with the music as loud as it goes. Sometimes you just want to stand still and let the music wash over you, like you're hearing your favorite song for the first time. Then there are times that you just need to be with someone. Anyone. A best friend, a stranger, the love of your life.

Sometimes I need to be quiet. Sometimes I like to just sit and look out the window and think about how it could be.

Sometimes I like being stupid. Doing stupid things makes me realize that it could be worse.

So you sit and think that you are ready to write, that you have something so amazing that you want to put down. And then you sit and you're ready and then you've got nothing. Nothing. How is that possible? Didn't you just have a bunch of amazing ideas?

I miss Florida sometimes for just the fact that there was a time that I use to sit on the beach with family or friends. We'd sit and talk about nothing important, and just watch the waves or the clouds. Simple times, there use to be right?

I loved California like crazy. It felt so right and so homey, that if I didn't have rent to pay and a car, I could totally see myself being out there. But when I left I didn't have the same reaction I had when I left New York, I cried when I left New York. I didn't ever want to leave again. That's why I visited 2 more times that summer and then moved there. I loved California, I really did, but I think I can hold out for a bit longer before I do any kind of moving again.

This was just a rambling post, I had nothing to say, just needed a few moments to write somethings down while I had them on my mind.

Happiness is having dinner and drinks with people I'm gonna know for awhile. I'm so glad to have met you kids :)

Love me like I love having a solid group of people here that are with me no matter what. That are willing to help me in my time of need. I'm one of the luckiest girls alive.